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in the end i took 154 to paya lebar den took cab frm there. on the cab den heard radio report sae ecp had sum accident. den jam like siao. for hours. so i was like ok.. den realli la jam like siaoo n i was like having motion sickness. n the driver was pissing me off wif his attitude. in the end he din even drive me to the macdonalds.. instead he dropepd me off at sum hdb flats near the underpass den i walked there. cos realli no choice.
reach there.. i was behind the stage while my family members were um at the macdonalds drive thru. so like O.O there were like umm thousands of ppl?? so um ya squeezed thru the crowd.. juz followed behind sum plp who were trying to get thru as well. so we all formed 1 long line. haha. i took like more than 5 min to get thru la can. when i could haf taken less than 1 min to walk there.
den aft tt met there.. they decided to go to the back of the stage cos my bro decided tt was a good spot. so like ok.. we were going all the way back there again. but this time we walked from the other side.. n i totalli sian diao cos it was much faster. cos not many ppl. haiya wasted my time. oh btw my bro sent in 13 entries. hahaha. he thot he was the v few smart ones la who wld send multiple entries n solve the riddle. hahhaa in the end there were umm 1.2 million entries. haha. wif dunno 50000 or 500000 ppl. yah so he din win.. n my dad kept niaoing him haha. oh ya not onli was there traffic jam n human jam.. there was network jam too. handphones all couldnt use. onli tyco den can. cos too many ppl there using at the same time.
k la den we sat near the beach for a while.. den walked all the way to where my dad parked the car. which was so freakin far. n i geked call of nature all the way.. from east coast to tampines.. to dunno where den to holland v.. den finalli went toilet. yah car sick again. hehh had lunch there den went home n totalli fell asleep.
went sixth avenue for dinner wif zx.. haha den we crashed the festival of arts concert at the interval. it was quite weird cos when we went there it wasnt interval yet. haha so we were like loitering arnd. damn scary la. but managed to get in haha. when we sat down the whole row was empty.. den came the chinese high tchr.. n a whole bunch of chinese high kids. so um i was the onli girl there. wif a whole row of chinese high ppl.
anw it was realli nice! juz quite sad tt we missed co, chinese dance n string ensemble cos they were b4 the interval. anw the rest were realli nice haha. woh modern dance was nice. im sure they deserved more than bronze at syf. but nvm. im sure they've done their best. realil damn zai la. the xiang4 sheng1 by chinese high was nice too. haha damn funny. den it was scary la. the whole row of chinese ppl suddenly responded damn loudly.n i juz cant appreciate chinese opera. n the tango was fine la. i personalli dun think it was v nice haha. esp when itz like umm a girl-girl thing. yayy n choir n band rock! haha kai xuan was so loud!! could hear her voice standing out. not tt it was off.. haha juz v loud n powerful. like wohh damn qiang. the finale was v nice too. haha band n choir combined wif the song when u believe. haha yay nice.
haiya. when i see those certain ppl related to tt certain sum1.. itz like they will stare or look at me differently.. n it juz feels like those memories staring back at me again. haiya n im like v conscious of those stares. even on thurs.. when ct walked towards me.. i looked at her she looked at me.. den rachel lee said we were both diaoing each other. hmm i dun think i noticed tt. it juz pulls me down all over again la. like i see them everywhere in sch. i hafta say tt im doing well n im moving on fine. all thanks to many ppl.. the stuff.. n my studies ba. so hmm ya. i dun wan those awkward eye contact anymore. itz v daunting.
ok ya i got lots of work to do. whole of todae burnt out. haiya. ok. yay sumtimes mugging juz seems so fun. i realli hope tt all these umm going out.. hanging out stuff can er b reduced greatly la.. realli going out n slacking too much. haha but this cuming wed got track finals at national stadium! but i haf math test aft sch too )= n again saturday will b totalli burnt out. n fri got kwong wai shiu cip! so other than tt muz study liao. gonna give the cat.high drama production a miss i guess. thanks to raymond for the tickets anw haha.
ok wah super long entry. goodnight.
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